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Wow..another blog is born. Miss "anonymous" here. The whole world knows who this really is I'm sure.. I'm gonna pretend you don't. It makes it more interesting for all of us don't you think?Not much happening on the home front. I am lazy. I should really make more happen on the home front. That is one of the many goals for 2009. I anticipate the great things this new year will bring. I dare not live another year of my life wallowing in a pathetic state that is still my own reality. This year is the year to change all that. I am learning to embrace the discomfort that change often brings. I think if I recognize it, it actually makes it all the easier. Like the discomfort of losing a bajillion pounds this year. That is the goal. I refuse to join ww one more time damn-it. For real this is the last time. I think its my 7th time. I always make it to about 14 lbs before I fall off the wagon and gain the 14 lbs + 9 more on top of it. This week come hell or high water I will get that 3rd gold star that has always elluded me. Then I will go on to earn the rest of the 16 I need to finally not be a fat cow. Halledamluyah. Hmmm. What else. I might actually decide to abide by my 11pm curfew to be in bed. I really did try tonight. But I could hear ds in there talking and I worried he is to hot and la de da so here we both are..breaking the rules. Oh well. Ya can't keep em all. Sometimes you have to set them just so you can break them. Thats what I always say. I know this is a heap a words that don't make any sense. I don't care about that either.